I think this is probably the most stunning picture of them all. You have allowed us to see the real you without any facade and I feel that makes it profoundly beautiful. This is the face a lover or close friend would see and the vulnerability helps add to the power of the image.
Pure beauty is a rare thing, I have a friend who would ask you "Did the Gods themselves carve you out of soapstone or Ivory? If not, nature exceeds itself in the most astonishing of ways!".
I'm too bashful to ask something like that myself, however I would say.
How you look matters, only if how you feel can be reflected from within, and your appearance will emulate how you feel.
You're not only a model, you're a photographer, suggestion: Find random people, and take their photos, finding the people whom you feel emulate what they truly feel. If you haven't already done this, try it, it's also fun to create a back story for those people.
"That guy is an international jewel thief, getting his nails done, they call him 'La Fleur Glisse' because he's never set off any alarms!"