Dear Sister

I thought that the world could change
Growing up feeling kinda strange
The way we derange and exchange
Gratitude, for all I've done for you
Your eyes how they shine so blue
Although untrue, it's just a few

I thought that I could change and you could, too
But the more I push the further I get from you
And the more I know this dream isn't coming true

I wanted to build an empire of us
But all you do is fuss and cuss
Not so wondrous, more like blusterous
Your need for malevolence is vulturous
In the same way my love is scrupulous

But then again I'm just a pawn
Unworthy, to be touched by dawn
All along, play the fawn till the dawn
Of mass awakening, shaken and
I can't bare to breathe another breath
Scared to death of letting you down

Please my baby sister don't you frown
Turn that sad face upside down
And turn around to the sound
Of my voice don't you drown
In my intoxication of my oblivious
Exasperation of infatuation

I'm a little messed up sometimes
But I'll write it out within these rhymes
Lines, of this paradigm to spare some time
You drug my heart though dirt and grime
All the time, fit for wine, your majesty

Far too good for me, but now I see
For my soul to flee from humanity
I must plea to be free, or be an absentee
Well, that's just not alright with me
So go on now and fight with me

I've got one brain and I'll raise you a brawn
You grew up a slave and they'll make you a pawn
Movin' on, all along to the same damn song
Rockin' a thong, King Kong never looked so sexy
Guerrilla style warfare, risin' up on the shore there

Now you say that I make my own nightmare
Watch as all the cattle stop and stare, still not there
Still don't care to dare and stare, at our own reflection
With the same scrutinization as we do one another
To our sister and our brother, the father and the mother

God please tell me this isn't what you meant for us
A life with hearts and minds much more adventurous
Than this world we're livin' in, full of hate and full of sin
Don't let it in, don't let it win. Skin the shin and just you grin.

Just you grin.